"Close eyes. Breathe. Save me."

Last monday in pre-confirmation class, our instructor asked our class if any of us were hot- tempered sometimes.
Immediately- me, Aldren, Marny, &a bunch of other kids raised our hands.
Hell; it's true though. I can get VERY hot- tempered at times so of course my hand would be the highest raised one there...sighh. -_-;

&Our instructor started talking about how we should control our tempers; to keep things chill &under control. No cussing. No physical junk. None of that meeeeeess.
Instead- she told us to breathe in and out, stand still, &say "Lord, save me."

During class, I kinda scoffed at this. I mean, really. How can that exactly calm anyone down right?
I was more focused on joking around in the back of the classroom with Aldren E.&Justin R. ; haha. (:
Marny needs to move her seat to where we sit! Haha, if she did, oh man. It's OVER. :DDDD

But YEAH. Back to the calming down thing- even though it seemed really silly, I've been doing it alot lately. I've been so frustrated and mad lately. &I just hate it when people put me down or don't believe the things I'm honestly serious about.

&Lately, I've been annoyed out of my mind. Sighh. So I spend most of my time being quiet now and trying to calm down. "Close eyes. Breathe. Lord, save me."
Then I've been praying more than usual too... hm.

I actually had to do this a bunch of times yesterday, especially last night. Man.

I know that my usual character wouldn't do all of this but idk.
I like it. A lot.